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Hi Lukeson,

I read your post here and it triggered a memory within me of a very similar event that happened a few nights ago. Until I read your experience I had totally forgotten what happened to me. I was asleep and around three in the morning I suddenly jumped up and yelled at something to get the fuck away from me. Sitting on the side of the bed I did a series of hand movements as if I were trying to attack whatever it was that had manifested in my room.
I never saw anything, and as I sat there for a few minutes, I wondered why I had thought that a series of martial art hand movements would have stopped this event. After a few minutes I crawled back in bed and went back to sleep. I had forgotten about the whole event until now.
I'm just left with the same impressions as you. I don't know what the presence was, It's useless in trying to define it at this point but If nothing else I made a gesture that I wasn't going to allow it near me. I hope you find some sort of explanation for what happened for I seek one too.
Anton

Hey Bit,
I've had a bad cold for awhile and it may have had something to due with this dream. I'm not sure about it, and no need to focus to strongly on something beyond this level. I don't have the focus for it..and you're right it's very distracting and I have a feeling that at this point such detraction is a ploy to just stir up my fear based reactions to unknown phenomena.. I feel that if I am able to grow then psychic events may happen more. They are just side-effects, and lures that carry illusions. I think many of these things will clear out when I'm able to detach form other imprints and memories.. I'm just trying to stay steady.

ey Lukeson,
When the being came into your room, did it touch you? What do you feel that interacted with you two to cause you to feel tired or to have burning urine?
Was there a from but reading again you said it fell into your kidney area so it's energy tried to merge with your body.
When it happened to me some nights ago, I remembered nothing except frantically jumping unto the side of the bed cussing it and doing some sort of mudra hand movements to ward it off. I sat there a few minutes waking up.. and I said, well, I don't know what yelling and waving my hands at something I can't see can do. Then I just crawled in bed... to totally forget the whole thing for at least 5 days.
I have had them come and enter my body while I've been dreaming. For a long time I could never actually see what they looked like because by the time I woke up they'd move out of me. Two of them would get in my body and start having long conversations and speak with other people. All this I was verbalizing for up to thirty minutes through.

There's another that walks around in the two mobile homes here and stays outside a lot.. Its been seen by the Mexican family that lives here and has even touched one on the shoulder. Never had any sensations of inertia or being hell down... I have been pretty peeved off though at times because I can't get rid of the influence. Once I was out of my body and was walking down the hallway. I stopped at the bedroom door and grab the doorknob as if I were going to open the door.. I suddenly stopped.. I knew that my sleeping body was in there on the bed and if I saw it I would be pulled to it. So, I turned and walked out the back door and fly away in a dream.there's so many things that can make things happen.. Maybe one day a clearer understanding will happen as to the nature of such Beings.Thanks for sharing this Lukson your posts have been very helpful.
Anton

Hey Bit,
yeah, I've had a bad cold for a few weeks.Its almost cleared up. When I read your post I started looking around at the ceiling and the walls to see if by chance someone has placed one of those tiny spy cams in here:) I mentioned being sick but didn't mention the fact that I've had a gum and tooth infection to hit me at the same time. I've been trying to take care of the problem until I feel up to dealing with a dentist. Being I have Hep C, it's very uncomfortable to have to tell them this if they have to go in to do anything major I want to be focused if the Hygienist for some reason would get nervous about me during the visit. The last few weeks have been important ones for me, and it seems that major energetic Distractions are pressuring me. in attempts to hold back my focus on the issues of having the flu.. or my sudden problem with the right side of my gum along with a tooth. but.. It's all ok.

And yes, I totally agree with much more going on than the five senses can be aware of. Anyway, sorry about your sore tooth, A strange way to have to share inter connective natures. Who knows this may be a first.
But while dealing with my current issues of viruses.. I'm pondering the nature of another idea, or concept, that's viral in nature. Memes or thought viruses. Some or like common cold that flare up and move through populations then fade out.. The fads and expressions that become popular for short periods of time are examples. Others manifest on deeper levels infecting and creating that selfish isolation expressed in absolute self centered awareness that is always in it for Self, for me. Never considering the other. When the other moves upon us.. What choose do we have in how we see it and produce a label for some sort of Id, and classification.. To organize is attempts in knowing the nature of the other that is moving upon us..
When you wrote of strong obsessions I thought of a collective infection that dominates Human perception and clarity. If this domination is viewed as shadow beings or as some abstract idea.. the reality and scope of the infection remains as a fact. This infection blocks the flow of energy within the architecture of The astral light that builds upon Silent Knowledge that is our true nature. The nature of the indiviual self and isolated Mind with the internal Dialogue chatter is a covering of illusion of The Power of Silence that stands behind the Whole flow of Intent.
Time for sleep Take care Bit Shiny.
Anton

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