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Encounter with the Nagual

glance left wrote:

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Lujan,

It would be my pleasure.

A brief history of what's been going on with my career...some of which I've put forth here and there before in the forum.

Over the past 3 years or so, I've been working to reestablish my professional license and certification in medicine. While I was going through the lengthy process to connect with all the government agencies and engaging the necessary education to pass the national board exam (passed last spring) to recover my status, I was working as a scrub technician in the operating room in order to at least get some exposure to the medical community in the mean time.

This last Christmas, things were finally emerging it seemed. Finally, after tracking this painstakingly for as long as I have...passing the exam, recovering my certification and regaining state license to practice....I was offered a job with the department of surgery that I had been working with as a scrub. It felt like, finally, the "fruits of my labor" was ready for harvest! But then, the very day after my job offer, something unforeseen happened. When I left my career over 10 years ago in the way that I did...abruptly....I was reported, unknown to me, to a government agency that puts my name on an "exlusion list"...a list that excludes medical practitioners from billing medicare/medicaid...which essentially means that I can't practice in any capacity while on this list. When I applied for the new job within the hospital that I was already working for as a scrub for, their screening process for medical practitioners caught this fact. Not only was my new job offer withdrawn...but I was terminated from the scrub job as well. !BAM! The rug was jerked out from under me quite suddenly....I was, without warning, unemployed!

I talked about all this with Lujan. He had already initiated the first steps in teaching some of us a star gazing technique and, in doing so, talked to me about one of the side-affects, so to speak, of this technique. The side affect is a reflection of what is released within the context of our awareness...a shift that clears our being in terms of what keeps us imprisoned...our fixed view that haunts us from day to day. This perceptual release, upon engaging the star gazing, becomes reflected in our external circumstances....obstructions in our lives become cleared....released...just as obstructions to our formlessness are released in our perception.

Lujan encouraged me to follow through with the preliminary gazing technique and "see what happens". I did. Here's is "what happened". It's really remarkable!

When I initially began the process of taking steps to remove my name from this exclusion list, all indications showed that it was going to take months upon months to get through it. This was the rhetoric coming from those case officers who I was interacting with within the government agencies. I tried to suspend my disappointment as best I could, but simply resigned myself to following through with what presented...what looked to be a long haul. I also followed through with the star gazing technique...again, suspending my view of being trapped by the implications of the long, tedious road in dealing with these agencies that lie ahead. I had already began sending out long, narrative letters explaining all of the goings on with my pursuit of recovering my career to various agencies involved, as they asked for them, and was waiting for their reply when, quite unexpectedly, I received a phone call from one of the operatives in the very agency that had my name on this list. This, in itself was bizarre. After the phone call, I talked with a friend who is a lawyer who has dealt specifically with this agency on many occasions. In his words, personal phone calls from them is unheard of. In the context of the call, this operative let me know that, upon reviewing my case and all the things I'd done to recover my license to date, many of the previously implied steps to having my name removed from the list would be unnecessary. In fact, she said that she didn't see why my name couldn't be removed from the list immediately. This phone call occurred about two weeks ago. She e-mailed me the documents to formally apply to have my name removed and asked me to Fed-Ex the completed forms as soon as possible. Yesterday, I received notification in the mail that my name was removed. Again, the lawyer friend who has dealt with this agency, is flabbergasted. He has never seen this agency behave in this way before.

So, quite suddenly....the obstruction is cleared. But, that is not all. There is more. Not only has the technique opened up the possibility of me getting this job with the department I worked with (I'll have to see if it is still available....it was the last time I checked) but, all of a sudden, new possibilities have flooded into my field of view with respect to career associated with recovery of my license to practice....all of it occurring within the last couple of days. In one of these instances, the circumstances and timing are really, really bizarre...uncanny!

Just within the last couple days, I've come into contact with a man who represents a whole arena of possibilities opening up for me. This man is the actual anesthesiologist who performed the anesthesia when I had my appendix taken out at the age of 16. I didn't know who he was (I was unconscious at the time ) but he knew me via having had recent interaction with my father (my father is an anesthesiologist as well). Apparently, this physician is not only an anesthesiologist...but he's also a medical director and CEO for a large network of physicians who operate in various capacities throughout the southeast. Upon hearing my story, he informed me that, interestingly enough, he has just embarked on a plan to hire a "whole slew" of physician assistants (my profession) to his fleet. The range of job opportunities, just in this arena alone, is huge. He told me that when I'm ready, he was willing to extend opportunities to me.

So, in a nutshell, what was previously a situation of being thwarted and caged by circumstances has suddenly released and opened up...the way is clear. And, most importantly (and I can't emphasize this enough), the external release is reflective of the sudden and liberating release that occurred in my perception while engaging the star gazing technique. The way is clear...within the context of my perception...my being. The release of circumstances of my dreamed reality simply reflect this internal fact.

Thank you Lujan! Hope this helps.

nagual wrote:

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Glance, this same result can be achieved with the gazing technique called 'gateway'.

When the star is extinguished or moves erratically in th sky and then vanishes, this is when the star itself enters the consciousness of the eyes. When this occurs it takes up to three days for the star to then deliver directly into their second attention a gift within dreams or a very strong indication within the waking world of the living construct of the seer.

Now the second attention can be traversed while one is awake. It is not necessary to be within dreams to have the world move in correspondence with the universe at large.

This has been confirmed various times within the testimonials on my website. When Maerin was here with twolizards her second attention awareness was brought directly into the living construct, merging the two simultaneously via the intent of the eyes. She can confirm this. I shifted my eyes to a state of awareness and as she gazed upon a set of windchimes, she too shifted, and saw what i was perceiving.

I altered the very dream that was in front of us.The windchimes moved as if they were being bent upwards, not blown by the wind.

That is why I have said to everybody that the old sorcerer's intent will be replaced by the new. And what I mean by this is that what once was dreamed will now be lived. It is more than a viable option within this waking world that something that is connected to the old sorcerer's intent will now begin to fragment and deliver the seers of this time into the reality of their true potential.

As I have said many times in this forum, your heart is my heart. Your dream is my dream.

This is what the new recapitulation technique achieves.

Shamanic Recapitulation

I recently visited Lujan in Bali to learn Dragon's Tears. I had never learnt any kind of marshall arts, barr one lesson in Tai Chi many years ago and some Judo lessons for a while as a young child, nor had I undertaken dance lessons since being a very small child, but after deciding to learn Dragon's Tears I found that my body really was looking forward to it and I felt quite excited about learning these movements.

I was not sure how I would go though and I had some doubts or fears that I would be able to learn. As I met with Lujan, prior to commencing, he sensed my wavering, and my self doubt revealed itself in ways that have shown me how this ongoing detrimental focus toward myself has tended to permeate areas of my life and affect myself and others in a negative way by unconsciously drawing them into uncertainty as well.

Before I had even begun tuition layers of my behaviour were being revealed and I was having to face myself! After this meeting I felt very dislodged and petulant behaviours that I rarely see in myself came to the surface and I had a very physical sensation of these 'behaviours' moving over the surface of my body. It was very strange.

The first day of tuition arrived and I went to Lujan's house. When I arrived we sat down and talked for a little while. Underneath my social mask (which Lujan is very good at seeing and dislodging) I can be a nervous person, but being with him I began quickly to sink into a state of deep happiness, and move beyond my superficial nervous behaviour.

I said that I was often better undertaking practical tasks and so we began 'Dragon's Tears'. From that moment on my body began to embrace these movements like I had done them somewhere before, they were new and at the same time familiar to me. They are beautiful and powerful and peaceful all at once.

The first night I went to Lujan's again to learn gazing techniques and again in his presence I felt deeply at peace. As we gazed I sunk into a state of heightened awareness quickly and easily. My hands began to feel 'charged' with energy. The room vibrated with palpable energy and I felt still and quiet in a way that I had only felt when taking psychotropic substances.

That night I woke up in the early hours with the thought that my hands were keeping me awake, so filled with energy they were. It was the same sensation as I had had when waking up from a dream I had dreamt a little while before I went to Bali, where Lujan and I had been playing a strange game and I had felt that my heart was so filled with joy it would burst.

Sometimes while practicing 'tears' with Lujan I would see soft light radiating or flowing from his hands as he moved. It seemed perfectly normal at the time. I witnessed Lujan's room and Lujan's garden dance with colour and shadows and blue balls of light.

I watched him pull the chimes to and fro with just his energy. I felt something akin to coming home after a long wearying journey. I wanted to ask Lujan many things, but while in his presence I forgot to; I was so happy just to be. I felt I had returned to something I had been long before.

It felt like it had taken a lifetime, but I know I remember this place within myself and every day I look forward to darkness so I can see within it the hues of eternity.

To say these things somehow seems 'trite' but this experience was one of deep joy. I feel like I have just scratched the surface of a wondrous journey into life itself, stripped of the social construct that robs us of our energy and consumes the precious moments of our brief journey here.

Lujan said ' we are meant to be like this, beings filled with mystery and magic'. Being in his garden and practicing 'Dragons Tears' was exquisite. I felt overwhelmed at one point because I knew I would have to return to my 'real' life. But, I have brought something of this with me, and I will ever be thankful for this.

With love and gratitude

Gabrielle

Brisbane, Australia

coolandblue@gmail.com

Lujan, Thanks again for another magical week!

I've just done another 5 days with Lujan, this time learning a new form called small mountain which is the first segment of the Jaguar Series, which really opened up my energy like nothing I have experienced before…nothing to be explained or put into verbal words…its something so magical that I feel my strength opening in areas I had no awareness of before.

One of the unique effects of the Jaguar Series is that I am now constantly dreaming every night of performing these movements and when I was learning with Lujan I was constantly being taught the Jaguar Series in dreaming by him.

Every time I am with Lujan I receive a key in which I unlock the many gateways towards emptiness…to freeing myself of the social bullshit and manipulations I weave myself into.
Its like walking along your path, sometimes looking outside and veering to the left or right, though with Lujan I walk directly on my tight rope to where I'm going with no distractions to push me off. I know where it is I stand now.

The events which have occurred these past few weeks have been so potent that I can no longer hide from or lie to myself. Everything has arisen to the surface, nothing resides hidden…
I now feel someone and they appear, or have an issue and its directly reflected through everything that surrounds me…if I cant find a clear answer to something then someone will randomly walk by and answer my question for me aloud as they walk by…there is nowhere to hide anymore and no need to hide anyway.

Lujan has helped me to utilize so many tools through his words, to practicing tapping and the tears which I continue as part of my practice daily. The tapping opens up so much energy and I feel after practicing it for some time that the body becomes hard as iron.

The other day I knocked my leg and didn't even feel it! If I don't do it in the morning I feel the difference…it charges me with energy for the day and awakens all my muscles and cells.
This time with Lujan I also learned some new gazing techniques, cloud gazing and flower gazing. Lujan warned me to rotate my eyes clockwise otherwise it could be dangerous. Unconsciously I moved for a split second anticlockwise. Lujan said at this point he saw a beam of black light coming down from the sky.

That night I had an experience which frightened me deeply. There was something in the room moving objects on my alter and this happened four nights in a row.

Lujan explained that the Tibetan mandala rotates in a clockwise direction and there is a good reason for this. He said that the Nazis reversed this mandala to rotate anti-clockwise (swastika). He said that this provokes forces that should not be unleashed within the gazing as I discovered.

Lujan also showed me how to take the light from stars by plucking them out of the sky! Though this time he took a planet's light, not a star's….which disappeared from the sky and then reappeared after 30 seconds. He said that you can take the light from a dead star that has imploded or exploded. A planet's light can be taken only for a short period and then the planet replaces itself after the gazing.
Lujan I look forward to our next meeting, hopefully sooner than later…Thank you for being such an honest and loving teacher and friend!

Natalie Zukerman,

Mullumbimby Australia.

sandhyalove777@yahoo.com.au

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