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i saw my dad again and told him i had written about what he said, he thought it was cool. during our discussion he clarified that he originally used the term " omega child, " which he said he had read from a book and wanted me to clarify. he said he thought he was one too. meaning " those who can change. " he said the medicine child was what i brought to the discussion and applied to me personally, he thought it was interesting and liked the name.

i had insights into this long ago and the phrase came of that past realization and was my response when he said omega so was then assimilated. that's the feeling of things occurring through time, like seeing through openings of linear events somehow i think we can. cause it was dreamlike when he said this and familiar like de ja vu.

we talked about how the warrior changes things encountered simply by being themselves. " he said no one is better at being you than you are. " that is the healing through the transmission of truth and non compromise when applied also enhancing outwardly. he reminded me of a time when i was in grade school, one of my teachers was a very observant woman, she was very unobstrusive and i didn't notice her seeing. i could usually make things happen the way i wanted indirectly or through subtle influence and she saw how i was behind my presentation, rather than outward. i usually felt aware of others awareness but overlooked hers. i would affect kids easily and present myself appropriately to adults to solicit the desired reactions.

she had some friends and i who were a bit rebellious tested and we ended up being placed in the advanced program because our test scores revealed we were not challenged. she said we were leaders and i hated the term but appreciated her uniqueness cause she noticed things others didn't. we still excelled in that program and this bothered the smart kids, they had being smart, we were able to manage many spheres, athletics, social, and academic and this frightened them and seperated us from the less accomplished kids we were used to being with who were said to be less intelligent, but were street smart.

some people came one day and tried to do something to us. they showed us these exercises that helped you retain anything permanently by repeating it a certain way a precise amount of times. any way this got really uncomfortable and i felt the expectancy and installments behind what they were doing and went back to the normal classes. i didn't like the way they looked at us and how they felt it was of use, colder. my dad said it was okay not to continue but i would never be normal.