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feeds@yuku.com (Antontrex) — Sat, 23 May 2009 21:27:47 GMT

Last night I fell asleep on the sofa and at some point I had a dream in which I was standing along side a dirt road during the Night. I was able to see a blond hair lady walking toward me, she reminded me of a co-worker of mine name Gale. Gale is a secretary for student services and I thought it was her at first. The lady walked to the side of the road and picked up a long ladder that was there. She told me that her husband needed it for something. I ran to catch up with her so I could help...

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feeds@yuku.com (spectral) — Thu, 21 May 2009 22:50:54 GMT

:-) When we feel something, the feeling is us. We own our feelings... we ARE our feelings. Wishing you all the best! ...Which is wishing myself the best. Fearing a presence would be fearing my own presence... or what my presence could (or should) become. The only way is up!

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feeds@yuku.com (Lukeson) — Thu, 21 May 2009 18:07:56 GMT

hmm :) thanks.. yeah, you know I think that is really the over-riding factor that I'm encountering here, my fear of what is happening, I'm still in the dark as to what could be going on but I'll try to remain un-attached and just observe what goes on.. if it happens again I'll try not to panic lol!

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feeds@yuku.com (spectral) — Wed, 20 May 2009 22:34:29 GMT

"And beyond the construct is where we are truly observing from."

Which is where we are actually dreaming from. - The origin of dreams, in waking or sleeping.

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feeds@yuku.com (spectral) — Wed, 20 May 2009 22:29:51 GMT

You feel something coming and then something is there... Its not written in stone that we have to take anything literally. Ultimately nothing can destabilise us but ourselves. Whatever occurs in dreams is a way of observing ourselves.

As observers we arent really there, even though what we observe is real in that its effects reverberate beyond the construct we are acting within. And beyond the construct is where we are truly observing from.

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feeds@yuku.com (spectral) — Wed, 20 May 2009 22:15:03 GMT

"""maybe it's my mind playing tricks on me but if it is it's totally got me fooled! hehe."""

Maybe its just a shift of energy taking place and you just happen to perceive it the way you do. Thats what it usually is for me... Dont react. There is nothing to lose as long as you are centered.

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feeds@yuku.com (Lukeson) — Wed, 20 May 2009 14:23:31 GMT

it happened again last night, this time I was in a dream asleep rather than in between, although I was dreaming I was just outside my room, so I was close, there was something happening like I was talking or something beforehand, I can't remember that, but then suddenly I had the same feeling that I knew something was coming and I went to the back door wanting to either stop it's arrival or at least know who it was that was coming, and then the door opened and there was nothing there...

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feeds@yuku.com (bit shiny) — Tue, 19 May 2009 16:57:36 GMT

Hi Anton,
When I went to post here on the first response I felt like writing something about contentment, I actually started and then erased it. The guy I mentioned in the above post in the healing shop gave me also a cd, it was by a guy known as maharaji, last night I viewed it and it spoke about contentment and peace and how people are always looking externally as the formula for this peace.
When you said here about absolute self centered awareness that is always in it for self ,...

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feeds@yuku.com (Antontrex) — Mon, 18 May 2009 22:56:28 GMT

Hey Bit,
yeah, I've had a bad cold for a few weeks.Its almost cleared up. When I read your post I started looking around at the ceiling and the walls to see if by chance someone has placed one of those tiny spy cams in here:) I mentioned being sick but didn't mention the fact that I've had a gum and tooth infection to hit me at the same time. I've been trying to take care of the problem until I feel up to dealing with a dentist. Being I have Hep C, it's very...

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feeds@yuku.com (bit shiny) — Mon, 18 May 2009 17:00:38 GMT

Hi Lukeson and Anton,
funny I read this again last night and started to post something and then changed my mind and decided to leave it , I walked around the corner and into a place that had a bookshelf that looked interesting, I talked to the guy in the shop and he told me after I inquired about the healing they did there that he was able to see and kinda read people and their energy , after this he began to speak about what he called astral states and the blue print of our energy...

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feeds@yuku.com (Antontrex) — Mon, 18 May 2009 05:43:12 GMT

ey Lukeson,
When the being came into your room, did it touch you? What do you feel that interacted with you two to cause you to feel tired or to have burning urine?
Was there a from but reading again you said it fell into your kidney area so it's energy tried to merge with your body.
When it happened to me some nights ago, I remembered nothing except frantically jumping unto the side of the bed cussing it and doing some sort of mudra hand movements to ward it off. I sat...

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feeds@yuku.com (Lukeson) — Mon, 18 May 2009 03:08:24 GMT

Hey guys :)

Thanks for responding.. and bit, I agree it definately was something that transformed itself in relation to how I handled it, as it turned out, I let it carry me away until about lunch time that day, I walked around feeling tired and depressed and it became a sort of self imposed depression that I was definately indulging in.. I saw what I was doing soon afterwards and realised that I was allowing myself to feel like that and I was even helping it along, and there was a...

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feeds@yuku.com (Antontrex) — Sun, 17 May 2009 14:32:34 GMT

Hey Bit,
I've had a bad cold for awhile and it may have had something to due with this dream. I'm not sure about it, and no need to focus to strongly on something beyond this level. I don't have the focus for it..and you're right it's very distracting and I have a feeling that at this point such detraction is a ploy to just stir up my fear based reactions to unknown phenomena.. I feel that if I am able to grow then psychic events may happen more. They are just...

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feeds@yuku.com (bit shiny) — Sat, 16 May 2009 22:58:49 GMT

If something like this happened to me I would liken it to a distraction or an incentive dependent on how I decided to transform it in my view.
I could allow it to distract me and throw me into disallusionment or else use it to try and gain some stronger resolve to act more purposefully, and then maybe these things just happen any way sometimes , but I know my nicest dreams corespond with those times of living a nice waking dream too. : )

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feeds@yuku.com (Antontrex) — Fri, 15 May 2009 16:49:12 GMT

Hi Lukeson,

I read your post here and it triggered a memory within me of a very similar event that happened a few nights ago. Until I read your experience I had totally forgotten what happened to me. I was asleep and around three in the morning I suddenly jumped up and yelled at something to get the fuck away from me. Sitting on the side of the bed I did a series of hand movements as if I were trying to attack whatever it was that had manifested in my room.
I never saw...

nasty thing

feeds@yuku.com (Lukeson) — Wed, 13 May 2009 14:19:00 GMT

I was falling asleep last night, something happened, I felt a presense open my door / or come through, and come into my room, I wasn't asleep and I wasn't awake, and in that state I assumed it was my brother and I was going to yell at him for just walking into my room like that, but I couldn't move and it came up onto my bed and sort of fell inside me, I felt it in my right kidney area, and I woke up afterwards thinking I had slept the whole night but it had just been half an...