pressure builds, pressure released

feeds@yuku.com (robinson8dm) — Sat, 27 Jun 2009 15:02:05 GMT

i feel that pressure again to take out the linguistic, entangled fishing net out of me to throw into this sea. there are things that still weigh heavily on me and i want to voice them so that i can release and feel momentary freedom.

i stop myself from writing now bc of internal dialogue. relax and sink into deeper self. as a joke i say in spanish that i am a pollo-gallo. not a kid, not an adult even though i'm very much an adult--hmm.. i recognize...

I'm bleeding

feeds@yuku.com (Arundi) — Tue, 23 Jun 2009 02:38:50 GMT

I'm bleeding Lujan. I have dishonoured our relationship and i have dishonoured
 my friendship with Maya as a consequence of moving and taking up
 another relationship. I have not integrated well the lessons of conscious
 evolution.
 
 The hardness you showed Maya galvanized her and caused me to turn brittle
 towards her to the extent that in the end i just broke off her like she was
 little pieces that no longer fit. I feel slow and stupid.
 
 The way that you teach is by leaving no...

The challenge of appropriate employment.

feeds@yuku.com (RelaxFierce) — Sat, 02 May 2009 16:14:53 GMT

In a lot of ways I am directly revealing myself here because I used to have a distorted notion of integrity in business, and the idea that I should be in a helping or healing profession, which is why i sought out education in the healing arts of hypnotherapy and neuro-linguistic-programming. I had briefly considered a career in cooking, and I had withdrawn from that, and I recently withdrew from the college application process as well, thinking that perhaps such an education would do more...

simply stopped running.

feeds@yuku.com (Tiffany) — Wed, 08 Apr 2009 22:47:05 GMT

What is not so obvious is that everything we see is an aspect of us being reflected. And yet one can observe from a perspective of emptiness so that what is observed (in its response to one) is composed of impersonal insight, and one simply speaks the wisdom of what they see as there is no reflective component to be examined. But if one is composed of an attention that is triggered by what is observed through a personal reaction, with emotion, that is simply the reflective component of the...

Facebook havoc today.

feeds@yuku.com (wrinkleydinkely) — Tue, 17 Mar 2009 18:32:33 GMT

It seems I am being confronted in every arena of my life. Here is what happened on my facebook today Lol Last night my old friend commented on my status being french....it has been lots of french as my goddess is french. Shit really hit the fan and it is interesting to read the whole thing. It was difficult not to get emotionally involved and the energy exchanged between me and Mark was feeling exactly like the energy between me and Ninth in the amitakh thread.

ninth

feeds@yuku.com (Richard) — Mon, 16 Mar 2009 15:24:45 GMT

...

eh, why not.

feeds@yuku.com (Jonalith Enexseenge) — Tue, 10 Mar 2009 10:21:38 GMT

A dream i had last night brought to me some insight. I am becoming more acceptive of a type of... pattern... a pattern that seems to always occur in terms of the exploration of awareness. I know lex has written extensively about this, however his experiences within that were had within the context of him, so all may be different.
Particularly i am talking about the remembering of certain events in the past, long ago mostly, which imprinted deeply and set up a precedent that became the...

dress rehearsal or opening night, how do you approach challenges?

feeds@yuku.com (lucky) — Wed, 25 Feb 2009 21:51:03 GMT

Many years ago I decided to approach difficult experiences with the attitude that it was only a dress rehearsal. In other words, there is no audience watching me.
In life, no one is grading me on my present abilities, saying I had passed or failed - each moment is only a learning experience as opposed to being "the big test".

When I had looked at doing new things as though I had to succeed on the first try, I often felt inadequate and was unable to even take the...

Stalking Pride and Humility

feeds@yuku.com (Raphael) — Sun, 22 Feb 2009 11:31:32 GMT

Humility is a reducing of the size of egoity through feeling, it merely has a sort of placating effect and yet the active component remains untouched unless the feeling leads to action which leads to clarity on why you felt (un)important. Biggin yourself up has a lot of egoity of making yourself bigger and more important in order to combat a sense of patheticness, again bigging yourself up doesnt work unless it teaches you your own value through the reciprocal effect of your bigged up actions...

taking responsibility

feeds@yuku.com (Tiffany) — Thu, 05 Feb 2009 20:31:45 GMT

bit shiny wrote:
Hi everyone,
I have taken what you have all helped me with seriously, today I confronted my house mate with the fact that she was trying to emotionally maniupulate me using tactics like tantrums when she didnt get her way and trying to use forms of forcing compliance through her emotional tactics.
She has blown up and as a result I have been asked to leave where I am living, which is fine, my...

The Architect

feeds@yuku.com (Tiffany) — Sat, 31 Jan 2009 18:55:02 GMT

I owe it all to you

We are all so connected really,

feeds@yuku.com (nagual) — Sun, 25 Jan 2009 14:38:59 GMT

yillecka wrote:
Richard said:
What is a judgement? When I'm calling my personal truth an opinion I differ between judgement and opinion like I differ between interference and non-interference, so a judgement is interference and interference is already lack of integrity what means that judging others lack of integrity lacks of integrity. And this interference that makes a judgement comes along with?... An agenda. Our...

two lizards

STALKING

Bard and Glance (and Jessica)

Stalking the self 2

mind control

Stalking the self

Movement through stillness

Piggybacking

My friend's confrontation with exactly marcus.

doesn't sound quite right?